实习医生格蕾 第十四季

大学的时候曾经看过这部美剧，好像是看到六七季的地方不知道为什么没追了。今年花了半年时间从第一季看到第十四季。被里面的友情所感动，最喜欢的是Grey和Cristina，有什么都可以说，看到难过的地方是两个最好的朋友闹别扭。十四季最后一集太感动！听到大C的歌声马上热泪盈眶！特别心疼胖C，感觉她一直在付出一直在被伤害，好想下一季她可以回来！

第十季的车祸我们失去了白马医生

这次的第十四季，依然是一场突然的车祸

差一些失去我们的小四月april，

整个抢救过程看着主角们崩溃 我也跟着崩溃

我 又一次大半夜哭成狗。

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从我的本心来看 我是爱April这个角色的，

尽管她在第十四季后几集被写得十分神经质，

也不能阻止我对于过去的April的喜爱

我还是喜欢她和Jackson爱的腻歪那个阶段

从Jackson大哭着向上帝祈祷April活下来

我就知道 是爱

这份爱就像对家人的爱一样无法割舍

他们两个曾私奔时可以称得上我最喜欢的片段

现在两人的感情只能说各自安好

但在我这里总有些淡淡的遗憾的感伤

第十四季很好，这剧越来越好看了是真的

更加发人深省 而不是恶俗 低级趣味

也在教我们认识到很多道理

比如爱家人，及时行乐，真诚待人等等··· ···

把空闲时间浪费在多看些这种好剧是值得的。

第十四季大概是因为要追的原因，看得更小心翼翼，更慢，尤恐猝不及防的完结。订了十五十六季，心宽了些。但是看到许多熟悉的面孔逐渐离开，新的面孔一闪而过，或者常驻下来，失落中有点期待。会有什么故事？

其实我只是想说……格蕾的爱情线已经不是主要了，人物间的关系变化不再像是可以被津津乐道的话题，而是人物本身的塑造。在这一季，十分惊讶地可以看见对现实事件的映射，虽然只是一种情景剧般的模拟，但却更加贴近我们的生活，为我们提供一种想法。这么一想，发现自己真是有思想觉悟……微笑脸

其中对于格蕾及周围女性的自强刻画也更多，真 女子自强记。其中April的自我挣扎就显得很纠结了。每次April怀疑信仰的时候都会忍不住怀疑她的智商，看了牧师那集喝喝汤，开始反省自己是不是太浅薄。只用简单的宗教概括一个人的所有信仰。心中有所坚信，哪天它崩塌了，我会不会比April更极端？

Jolex一切都在变好，终于等到啊！悄悄看好Jacson那对，一切像是回到了医院的日常。

最后，想要yell一下Arizona的恋情……太虐了……之前已经虐了我大半的血了，还是要这样……虽然是有原因……就不可以是手拉手去往另一个城市开心地生活吗？！异地恋这么难以被接受啊啊啊它真是命苦！这一季的片尾曲全都好评！

格蕾的转身入黑，没有后续，被火烧伤的实习生休养，没有后续……真是让人遐（瞎）想……

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Knowing very well that she might win tonight,Dr.Grey opted to stay in Seattle.A trauma came in, and she knew that she was the right doctor for the job.That's one of the many reasons that I'm so very,very proud to call her my colleague and my friend.Now,Dr.Grey has experienced more loss in her life than I think most of us would deem fair.She lost her little sister,Lexie Grey,who I know would love to be here tonight with us.She lost her husband,Dr.Derek Shepherd,who knew with total certainty that this night would happen.And she also lost her mother,Dr.Ellis Grey,who won this award twice...once as a resident...and probably would have won a few more if she hadn't been taken from all of us so young.The most amazing thing about Meredith,though, is that she takes all that pain,all that loss, and she turns it into drive,drive to save lives,to make things better,and despite all that she's lost, she continued to find joy in her work as a surgeon,as a teacher,as a mother.And she managed to share that joy through her spirit of discovery and of possibility and of hope right in the face of darkness. I am profoundly grateful for the lessons that I have learned from Meredith Grey, and it is my distinct honor to accept this award on her behalf.Congrats,Meredith!

“ I believe everything he told me about you.

God. I'm smart.

I'm a scientist. I'm a feminist.

I never thought that I would end up in somthing like this.

It happened so slow.

I stopped talking to co-workers, friends he didn't like. Then my familiy didn't understand. They got worried. So I just brushed them off and then stopped talking to them, too.

And then my circle got smaller and smaller and smaller until all I had left was him.

And then I stopped believing myself, things I had seen and heard, things I knew.

Because he told me I was crazy and I just believed him.

He knows me so well he can zero in on an insecurity and make a whole argument turn on a dime.

and now it's my fault... it's my fault again. I am always the one that's wrong.

When he started hitting me, it was just barely a suprise.

And he told me it was my fault, and I actually believed him.

Until you talked to me yesterday, I really believed him.

How did I believed him?"

"Because he was good to you in the beginning, and on the good days.

Jenny, we're not stupid. We didn't fall for someone who beat us.

We fell for someone who made us laugh and feel wanted and loved and seen.

...

and the good outweighed the bad until it didn't. "

一切变得越来越清晰，真心庆幸这一切都结束了。

真的不舍小四月离开。我觉得她的信仰带来的各种冲突，是一个很好的点。通过职业中遇到的不可预料的灾难与信仰的冲突，引发对命运的思索，通过和爱人信仰的不同，引发的人与人之间的三观碰撞，都很值得看。但是，可惜呀，最后还是困于感情线，不然小四月可以成长的更好，可惜了这么好的一个角色。还有亚利桑那的同性感情线也很好，不知道编剧要怎么填补这俩个空白。

我觉得这剧里每个人都有一个命定的结局。梅作为一个缺爱的孩子，在经历各种事情后，变得越来越温暖，哪怕再次失去也不会被打倒，医术，事业也越来越好。艾力克斯是从小混混进阶成一个冷静，理智的好男人，只是最初让他发生改变了的那个人已经不在了，最近几季也几乎没有他在医术上的成就了，也没有获过奖，他最后可能也就止步于一个好的儿科医生和一个好丈夫。小四月我觉得是没有彻底立起来，本来她的个性，信仰都是很好的点，可能编剧不想写了吧，让她彻底倒向了信仰，哪些纠结，坚持，勇气都没有了，甚至连医生都不当了，最后看似完美的爱情结局也有点狗血。杰克逊的感情线很迷，开始和结束都有点莫名其妙，也许他会接过小四月那一棒，继续信仰冲突的点？剩下的都是情感大乱炖了吧，没有明晰的成长线了。

总之，还是怀念。